Sometimes or more often cases, a lot of times, it doesn't turn out the way you want it to. Sure, I've had things in my life that have not come easy, but that's most everyone. I'm through with placing these burdens on myself and give them to God. That's the only thing we can do sometimes.I'm only 25 (*almost* 26 ... ) but my mom has always told me even from a young age, that life is not and never will be fair. I'm so glad she didn't sugar coat things for me. I never felt entitled to anything in life. I was never an A+ student, but I got by. Finding employment has never been easy for me. I've just now recently found some part-time work. I realize that God knows our path in life and I completely trust Him in where he wants to take me next.
Life is too short to be miserable. So give your worries and burdens to God, and watch him go to work in your life. Something I constantly have to remind myself.
And maybe you need reminding too.